Assalam.....
Perjalanan hidup yang kita takkan tahu mana penghujungnya......sementara nafas masih ada, kat mana kita letakkan diri kita dimata dunia, dimata org lain,dimata sendiri dan yg penting di mata ALLAH?..... terpulang pada diri masing2.
Berbalik pada nasib mu'alaf ....some still wondering around with no clear pic at all..some might already know (good for them), some might think that they knew but ..., and some still thinking, some still blur..and some just dont care anymore...
In the beginning the excitement of having new life is wonderful....high spirit..wonderful determination saying " THIS IS WHAT I WANT! I WILL NEVER TURN AROUND!"..looking forward to learn and walk their newly reborn life. As they move on..so many things come across.
1 case where...the learning process itself really challenging...when new life just began and the moment that this 2 mu'alafs really keen to learn and looking forward to dig as much as possible knowledge in this new religion of her. ..suddenly they were stopped coz being sexually harassed by this irresponsible fellow that being addressed as 'ustaz' at their religious learning centre. WELL..to a new convert, isn't it totally confusing to see this kind of behaviour of a person called 'religious teacher'???? This shameful ..disgraceful..appalling behaviour of that "rather deserved to be called 'bastard'" ustaz has totally killed their heart to move on. They walked away from that newly began journey with broken hearted- full of disgust and abhorrence towards that fellow. 1 of these mu'alaf walked away for good (no news till now..) while the other 1 tooks about few years of turn-down where she's totally refused to start all over again.. questioning "Whats da point of putting an effort when i dont even see the beauty of it? i thougt that Islam religion claimed to be the most beautiful religion among all..but look at the follower? ...and worst-the 1 so called as RELIGIOUS TEACHER!"... poor! kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga.
See? i hv no idea on how many people can really think of how damn big is the impact on poor cases like this...but for those new comers who so unfortunately experienced this....theres a BIG brunt of it!! ... Tertutup hati untuk meneruskan niat murni... descended away all alone...
TO BE CONTINUED......
Perjalanan hidup yang kita takkan tahu mana penghujungnya......sementara nafas masih ada, kat mana kita letakkan diri kita dimata dunia, dimata org lain,dimata sendiri dan yg penting di mata ALLAH?..... terpulang pada diri masing2.
Berbalik pada nasib mu'alaf ....some still wondering around with no clear pic at all..some might already know (good for them), some might think that they knew but ..., and some still thinking, some still blur..and some just dont care anymore...
In the beginning the excitement of having new life is wonderful....high spirit..wonderful determination saying " THIS IS WHAT I WANT! I WILL NEVER TURN AROUND!"..looking forward to learn and walk their newly reborn life. As they move on..so many things come across.
1 case where...the learning process itself really challenging...when new life just began and the moment that this 2 mu'alafs really keen to learn and looking forward to dig as much as possible knowledge in this new religion of her. ..suddenly they were stopped coz being sexually harassed by this irresponsible fellow that being addressed as 'ustaz' at their religious learning centre. WELL..to a new convert, isn't it totally confusing to see this kind of behaviour of a person called 'religious teacher'???? This shameful ..disgraceful..appalling behaviour of that "rather deserved to be called 'bastard'" ustaz has totally killed their heart to move on. They walked away from that newly began journey with broken hearted- full of disgust and abhorrence towards that fellow. 1 of these mu'alaf walked away for good (no news till now..) while the other 1 tooks about few years of turn-down where she's totally refused to start all over again.. questioning "Whats da point of putting an effort when i dont even see the beauty of it? i thougt that Islam religion claimed to be the most beautiful religion among all..but look at the follower? ...and worst-the 1 so called as RELIGIOUS TEACHER!"... poor! kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga.
See? i hv no idea on how many people can really think of how damn big is the impact on poor cases like this...but for those new comers who so unfortunately experienced this....theres a BIG brunt of it!! ... Tertutup hati untuk meneruskan niat murni... descended away all alone...
TO BE CONTINUED......
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